May 2008 our oldest daughter called to ask what I wanted for Mother’s Day.
“Mom, be real?”
“Well I need a new computer.”
“Mother, something attainable, please.”
“Honey, I don’t have a want list these days. I don’t really need anything and what I do need or desire are impossible to buy or attain.”
“Mom, that’s really sad. You are the one that taught me to dream big.”
After we discussed my lack of faith, I hung up, opened my Bible and wrote my list.
1. I’d like to teach a workshop at a writer’s conference.
2. I’d like a trip to Oregon to see our family
4. I’d like a tapestry banner with a lion.
(can’t remember #5 but received it)
The next week a virus hit my computer and killed it dead. Deader than dead.
I whined to the Lord, “I didn’t think we’d have to buy one—how will we pay for it?” Husband made sure I bought the best of the best desktop computers. We put it on a payment plan. (Sidenote: can you believe, in only three months an unexpected check arrived—we paid for the computer without interest.)
“Found this in the backroom where I work—it was on sale,” daughter said.
Wow. The lion and the lamb are beautifully woven into a huge tapestry. Much larger than I dreamed about.
Before long I found an airline ticket at half the usual price. I flew to Oregon and enjoyed family.
In the fall a friend I met online sent me an email. “Would you teach a workshop at our first IDAHope writers conference next year.” ‘
Can you see me? I jumped, yelled, hollered and called our daughter.
“Guess what? I’ve been asked to teach at a writer’s conference.”
Feeling blessed beyond belief I sent out emails to everyone I knew. Many friends congratulated me. Then I found out I needed to pay for an airline ticket from Omaha, Nebraska to Boise, Idaho.
Sent out another email saying, “It sounded too good to be true and I guess it is. I’m not going, but I’m thrilled with the invitation.”
But God wasn’t done.
The next day an email from a friend in Florida arrived.
“How much is the ticket? I’m sending the money in today’s mail?”
I did go to IDAHope.
I did spend three nights and four days with Carol Colson, a new precious friend whose book will come out soon.
I did teach, not one workshop, but two and critiqued twelve manuscripts in all genres’.
Now it’s 2015, time to set goals for the new year?
How big can I dream?
God is the God of the impossible.
If I can find it, pay for it,
plan it in my budget—that isn’t dreaming big.
I don’t need God if I can do it all myself.
More to come.
Katherine J. Crawford, author of Capsules of Hope: Survival Guide for Caregivers, is published in sixteen compilations and numerous articles. Known as the Lionhearted Kat, she resides in Omaha, Nebraska. Visit Kat’s website lionheartedkat.com.Read her journal through breast cancer and the loss of her husband: www.caringgiver/visit/org.
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